No Grey's Anatomy for Me

Remember yesterday when I was salivating at the thought of going home and watching my TiVo'd Grey's Anatomy ep from Sunday night? Well life's a bitch and then you die. Since the Pats played a late game on Sunday, Grey's was pushed back. Tivo only taped half the episode. And the half I saw was DAMN good. But I also missed ALL the important parts...

...although utterly distracted by the size of Abby Morgan's lips, I bawled like a baby when McDreamy told her she was going to bite it. Now that was some TV. But how did it end up? Did she die? Did her fiance make it in time? Ask someone who didn't miss the 2nd half!!!!

...when George was taking Meredith's blood, I just wanted to hug that sweet teddy bear of a boy. Perhaps he professed his undying love and smooched her right in the ER (I guess I'll never know).

...I'm completely cool with having Meredith drunk in every single episode. That could be her thing...she's the alcoholic intern. Damn, I have to write for this show. But I have to wonder...did she ever sober up? Did the dirty banana bag work his magic?

...and after a week of sweating over who Ronald Miller was going to choose - I had to hear about it from the Watch With Kristin posters. People on these message boards must have a personal grudge, because they did nothing but go on and on how about how good the show was. And all I can do is sit here and mope.

So I'm in a bad mood today. Why do I have to love TV this much? Anyone have the ep online? Please...I need my Grey's fix like Alex needed his mojo.